Do not love the world or anything in the world.”

1 John 2:15

  • You’re not lost – You’re transforming

    You’re not lost – You’re transforming

    “We’re going to relearn ourselves over and over and over, because that’s what transformation is all about,” says Ri Turner, author of a YouTube video I found and wanted to share with you. I took notes in this post – let’s grow.

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  • Zen is my vibe, Desire is my name

    Zen is my vibe, Desire is my name

    I gotta set the record straight- It’s been about a year now of some people calling me Zen instead of Desire because of my social media handle. And I’m like put some respect on my name 😩 ok I understand I set myself up for this when I made my handle @zen_desire everywhere. Honestly I

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  • I found what I was looking for

    I found what I was looking for

    I had started to feel really numb around music. Especially my music, like it just stopped making me feel. I had lost my desire to work on music, I felt so separated from it. So I’ve been searching endlessly for my vibes again. I found my fire in the most unexpected way..

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  • Kanye’s New Video – Happy Tears ðŸ¥¹

    Kanye’s New Video – Happy Tears ðŸ¥¹

    I took a break to watch this, and it was like all of my anxiety just melted away. Seeing Kanye and Ty Dolla $ign with their daughters brought tears to my eyes. Of all the inconsequential things celebrities do that we pay attention to, what could be more important to highlight than family right now?

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  • Well we’re here now – 2024

    Well we’re here now – 2024

    January started off really hype for me… The core of my website was finished, I had all these plans to get present on the internet again (I’ve been taking a long break from social media). Then life started life-ing. And a snow storm shut the city down. Well…

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  • I keep writing with my eyes closed.

    I keep writing with my eyes closed.

    It sounds strange but it feels like I’m accessing my higher consciousness. I’ve begun to notice that when I close my eyes to sleep, my thoughts start to form lines behind my eyelids. In the deep space between sleep and wake I feel them forming effortlessly, like smoke rising from incense, just wafting upwards. They

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  • Day 1 to forever

    Day 1 to forever

    Late by Kanye West … 2024 is much later than I expected to be accomplishing certain things. The timeline I set several years ago had me at album 5 by now, but hey, I’ll be late for that. It may seem late to y’all, or to our past selves, but right now feels right on…

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  • Hello World!

    Hello World!

    Welcome! It is with a sparkling spirit I share with you, a little insight to my mind. Rose of Memphis is a line of poetry. I couldn’t think of a better phrase to capture what I’m trying to do here. To quote Drake, from the concrete who knew that a flower would grow? (Fireworks, Thank…

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